“We are public secrets, playground jokes, and horror films. We are costumes, stuffing, binding and makeup. We aren’t real men to them. Invisible til we’re screaming. They don’t remember our names until they read them on our tombstones.”
Miles Walser
Zjhadae "Agape Eli" DuBois
I dream to live and no one can stop me.... I am a writer, an Inspired Dancer, a Passionate Singer, and a dramatic Actor.
~Agape Eli
September252011
4AM
“and i know nothing would make my family prouder
than giving up everything i believe in
still nothing keeps me believing
like the sound of my mother breathing” Andrea Gibson - Dive (via maytagmaytag)
than giving up everything i believe in
still nothing keeps me believing
like the sound of my mother breathing” Andrea Gibson - Dive (via maytagmaytag)
(Source: the-questioner, via skylark11)
September202011
“I can guarantee a hair cut will never tell you anything about someone’s gender, who they love, or how they fuck.”
Andrea Gibson (via babyimjustkitten)
(Source: meetmeoncallisto)
February272011
They Say…
In Life you have a choice
A choice to be someone who is very kind, but gets pushed over, treated like crap, avoided, and alainated
or you can be the arrogant person who doesn’t care about people, and how they feel, and make as many friends as possible.
I’m still trying to question why it is this way.
Like back in elementary school they would say, “Treat People How you wanted to be treated” You do that, and you wouldnt get treated that way.
idk i’m starting to believe that all of this that ive grown up with are lies.
Now honestly Would people care if i just left?
Would they care if i didnt communicate with them?
Would they care if i died?
My mom always told me about how its sad that people dont know how much they loved someone until they’re gone.
Will that be true for me?
I’m so confused at this point. should i just go completely mute? not say anything to anyone?
Make people wonder about me?
at this point i dont know.
Ive been spending my life Helping other people treating everyone how i wanted to be treated, and in return it doesnt happen.
Instead i’m just pushed aside.
Life what a wonderful game, that everyone chooses to cheat through.
February242011
Love it
(Source: brandonlouisss)
12AM
Q: How can you know that you’re a lesbian if you’ve never had sex with a man.
A: How can you know that you’re straight if you’ve never had sex with the same gender?
(via ericjacob)
February52011
Sigh…
….I want a Normal Family…
This isnt fair…. I wish my Dad never left..
I wish my mom had a job
I wish things are how they’re supposed to be…
He doesnt realize that he left a giant hole in my heart
that i cant seem to fill…
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February32011
Facebook Likes that i dislike!!
So I was scrolling through my friends walls, and i see this.
I’m thinking Damn, I really wish this was true for me, but No. I cant.
that sucks. I think every girl Should have her father around, he plays a REALLY big roll in her life. Hes just as important, as her Mother.
Guys if you haver have Children. Don’t abandon them. because later in life, theres going to be a whole that no one can fill, because your gone.
January312011
HOLY BANANA’S I HAVE MY HISTORY ESSAY TO TYPE AND PROOF READ…..-_-” :’(
January302011
30 day Challenge.
So I’m going through this Devotion book that was given to me by Yuji for my Birthday. So ive decided that While i go through this book, I’m going to Write the Word Accepted on m Left Wrist, and Loved on my Right. Day one Starts Now at 12:39 am. This is so that i can remind myself, that i am accepted. That even though life is going to become hard, and im going to lose friends, and im going to be alone, Im never Alone in Gods eyes.
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